no mood !!!

i really hv no mood at all =(
i hate to come back here!!!
i hate it hate it hate it ><
i'm trying so hard to stop my tears fr coming out
when heard her voice,bt i failed TT
n nw...i dunno wat inside my heart,
so confusing,so complicated feeling.
i know there is something deep inside,
n i am trying hard to hide my feelings,
to keep myself controlled.
am i too easy to fall in love vf someone?
i shouldn't be like tat.
i hv put all my love on my lovely family ^^
so it shouldn't happened ><
bt somehow i cant deny what's deep inside my soul,
u pulling me back to ur side,
when i just start giving my heart towards another him.
enough,gan ee ling,plz stop thinking of this stuff!
n start study for ur test nw!!!
i miss my home~ TT