GAN EE LING I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

forever

this word
seems good
sounds great
feels perfect
yet too hard to hold
it's too heavy
n it doesn't belong to us..

is a must,indeed..

要先学会爱自己才去爱别人
要比你在乎的人更在乎你自己
懂得放手其实，也是一种幸福...

it's time to be independent =)

yea i know
i need to learn to be independent since long time ago..
as my mom told me,
it's a part of our learning process
n it's important for the future life..
i hope to go oversea
australia maybe (cz near ma XDD)
i love the life there
seems peaceful =D
but,my homesick is damn serious tat kind =='
n i need MONEY to move my dream on..
walao..suddenly so emo,shit 1..
i jz realize i still hv alots things to learn
i should learn how to love myself b4 going to love others..
sometimes,one is really better than two =)
there's nothing happen my dear
no worry
jz emo nia XDD
what's the feeling of shop alone?
i should try it out =)
i need to be alone to clear up my mind
cheers everyone,love ya~

love blooming in house =D

not me,but my housemate XD
gosh..
her admirer presents her a super duper big bonquet of roses n lilies =D
n the guy purposely comes here from singapore
jz to date her out
n gv her a big supprise =)
i think the flower costs the guy for few hundreds =='
bcz it's really BIG
1st time i saw sooo BIG de flower oh my..
sorry guys,i had take the photo bt i cant upload it yet =='
i dunno where i put my phone transferer n
i dunno hw to set my laptop bluetooth device lolz..
will upload the pic next time =)
wow~it really..so sweet ^^
bt,when i ask her,when she wanna accept him
n she said,wait he present me few more things 1st la
lolz..really panai dao~ XDD
feel so happy when saw those flowers..
but sometimes
自己认为最好的 才是最好的 =)

teardrops T^T

i hate special sem..
broke my holiday,damn!!!
everyone is enjoying at home,make me feel so unbalanced ><
chat vf my mom jz nw
till my tears rolling around my eyes..
after hang up my phone,tears start bili bala coming out =(
gan ee ling can u plz be strong??? ><
stop acting pity,u should appreciate wat u hving nw!!!
about the present i bought yesterday,i tell my mom the half-price XDDD
sorry mom,i will buy u much more better present,no worry =D
bt i had tell her frankly about my pointer for tis sem XD
as wat i expected,she din scold me..
cz she knows..
her daughther knows wat she is doing..
her little gal has grows up..
so,mom..tell dad not to worry too much too..
his daughther wont get bully 1 la XD
if he bully ur daughther,i will tell u de
since..娘家是女儿永远的家,wahahaha~ XDDD
summore the guy din ask ur daugther to marry him la =='
jz stop worry about she marry till so far n will get bullied XD
tis is wat a father do,alwaz worry so much about his own daughther..
妈：那天你爸爸问我她住哪里的，我就跟他讲perak咯。。他讲酱远哦。。等下伊菱给人家欺负怎样办？在这里我们还可以看到他，在酱远给人家欺负我们又帮不到他 =='
我：hahaha XDD 妈，你老公很好笑叻。。阿爸真的想太多了啦。。
妈：就是啦，我听到也是在笑 =）
我：叫他不要想酱多啦。。白头发都出完来了。。他还有五个孩子要担心叻。。
妈：爸爸讲男子不用紧，不会吃亏吗。。他讲弟弟要有十个女朋友都不用紧 (really za dao ==')
tis is hw a father cares about his daugther =)
my dad..i love him so much too..
though we dunhv so much topic to chat vf each other..
(nt like my mom,i like to chat vf her..for hours,jz like fren)
though he will sometimes 口吃 when talking vf me..
(he is shy,bt it's cute ^^)
though he cant express his love towards us.. (guy.. ==')
though my sis alwaz complain to me tat he likes nagging on them..
but i know..
tis is bcz he loves n cares about us..
he tries hard to protect his children from harms..
jz like every daddy does =)
yea..i love u,my beloved dad..
gosh..my tears..start bili bala again =='
his face suddenly appear in my mind..
tat day..when i was staring on his face..
there's been really a long time i din looking carefully at him..
he is getting older =(
his hair is turning grey..
more n more wrinkles on his face..
oh my.. T^T
my heart is pain when i saw him..
我只要爸爸妈妈过得平安健康快乐。。
其他的都不重要了。。
有时我在想。。如果爸爸妈妈不在了，我活着也没意义了。。
现在其实。。还是一样的想法。。
所以，爸爸妈妈。。你们一定要健健康康啊~ \(^O^)/

officially bankrupt =='

ahem..jz bought the most expensive birthday gift in my life =P
cant let my dad know it..shhh..
ky,i bought braun buffer wallet for him tat i told u last time..
oh my..i need to eat bread for coming months..
i really like it soo much since the first sight
simple yet nice =)
really pandai lo u gan ee ling,not expensive de u dunwan choose.. =='
so i m now officially brankrupt =='
dun ask me go anywhere PLUS i m ON DIET =D
gosh..my result tis time really bad like shit..
wanna hit my stupid head to the wall *bang*
the supply chain lec really #$%@
fuck her ==
calm down gan ee ling calm down..
breath in~breath out~
alright =)
bitch u =='
dear ys,u say wanna come kl sing k 1 le,when u wan come o?
gan ee ling u not brankrupt d de meh? =='
ally say de,money can earn back 1 XD
summore the end of world is coming soon,nvm la..hahaha ^^
happy then can liao lo =)
n everyone,pls update u all de blog le...
arigato gosaimase~ XDD
take care~

diet diet XD

paiseh,i m so lazy to update XDD
though really damn boring here.. =='
here to clear the dust =)
having sem khas nw,sigh~
broke my holiday..everyone is enjoying at home...
but me,i need to do assignment,project,sit for mid term n final
really so ji dan ><'
i hate tis!!!
i m nw start missing my home again,so sad T^T
bt the only little good thing to back here is..
i can start my diet plan..hopefully it works XDD
o mi to fo..
b4 i leave home yesterday,my mom warns me not to eat so much
oh my cute mom XDD
she ad beh tahan vf my eating habbits at home
yaya,i m a PIG i know =D
craving for foods everywhere..
but i really cant control myself la.. ><
n everyone is NOT supporting my diet plan wtf =='
i m going to prove it...hahaha XDDD
yea~gan ee ling!!!be confident,u can make it =D
hmm..suddenly full of blogging mood tim =)
wait ya..next post next post XD
good luck for my diet plan~ ^^

home sweet home =D

yea~at home nw ^^
enjoying every second here...
chating vf mum,watching movie,playing vf sis
n eat eat n eat XD
nice one =)
the bad thing is,i need to back kl next monday wtf ><
will update my blog more frequent after i back kl i think..
then..i gonna stop here,haha XD
save time save time =P
take care everyone~
n guys..continue 'xing fu' o~ \(^O^)/
love ya..

love love love =D

gosh~really so many ppl in love recently~
nice 1 =DD
yih tyng dear,i really can feel ur happiness ^^
u know wat?i keep on smiling when reading ur blog(luckily my roommate back home d,if nt she sure tot i exam till ki siao d,lolz.. ==')
waiting u to upload ur photos,n i m very curious to know more story about u n him,haha...sei lo...so 38 XDD
i will going back mentakab soon...wait 4 me =D

yes!!!going back home later =D

wuhoo~my sweet home...we will meet soon XD
oh gosh today i m jz too happy...
wondering the reason i cant sleep yesterday
is it bcz of i will going back home today,haha XDD
hmm...final coming soon =='
i know i cant study anything at home...
too many 'xiao gua' at home ad la ><'
not my fault =P
i think i will back here by sunday...gua ^^
n tuesday promised my dear yt n kx go 4 sushi king rm2 promotion,
hahaha~~~ =D
wow~i think my final sure die liao ==
o mi to fo...
my dear god,plz dun let me die till too ugly XD
good luck for me ><
n all the best everyone =)

i will hold yesterday in my heart =)

26.3.2010
it became another meaningful day for me =)
ya guys...everything was jz too great ^^
thanks for being so happy for me...
my dear cv gang n my true frens
i love u guys~
n my mum too...
u know what?
its jz too great to share everything vf u...
no secret between us anymore
u r jz like my fren
i love u my beloved mum... ^3^
n...i appreciate everything i hving nw...
我是幸福的小孩~ =D
i wish it could last forever~
cupid is so hardworking recently
so many 'tao hua' keep booming around me
n it was so great
i love it ^^
hope to hear more good news from u guys~
miss ya~

my dear friday~

hopefully everything run smoothly today... ^^

hi blog...

halo my blog,long time no see.. XD
i m super busy these few weeks,
vf test assignment test assignment n test assignment =='
tiring uni life T^T
my yih tyng dear,i love ur blog so much le =D
good ^^
kai xin n yih tyng~let's go sushi,wuhoo.. XD
but tis time less jia chie T^T
jia chie,i miss u..
when u wan come back o?
will u fly to new zealand?
everytime msn wanna chat vf u all,
sure i got things need to settle,really ji dan ><
then after i wan reply then all dunno go where d T^T
n..dun think i din look back wat u all chat lo..
wat i pengsan inside bathroom ar...
all i noe 1 lo XD
cv...i miss u guys =)
tomolo i still got test,so..
i stop my post here la
all the best everyone ^^

happy mood =)

ya,as the tittle said.
i'm sososo happy today =D
to chat vf 2 persons i miss the most.
i received call from jc fr australia jz nw,
the 1st person i miss =)
it was so supprise. lolz
actually wat so supprise?i oso dunno XD
his application of student exchange had been approved =D
he will fly to canada soon,
if he want it XD
feel so happy for him,
can go n explore at diff country =)
i wish to travel oversea too ><
to new zealand o autralia...to pick apple XD
dun say me sot again my dear ><
really wish to stay there...
build a small house,vf a little garden
n a little orchard beside =) (i love fruits so much~)
move in my parent too into my small lovely house ^^
n stay together happily...
gan ee ling dreaming again lolz...
ok,n the 2nd person,sure is my mom lo =D
my beloved =)
i love u mom~ >3<
n,finally,i chatted vf richard at facebook XD
the uk guy i noe when i'm working at klcc,golf festival fair
oh gosh,he still remember me
hw sweet it is ^^
n...ahem...continue next time la,hehe =)
sorry guys,at 1st many things wanna share here de,
bt nw forgot d XD
will come up vf my family thailand trip in the coming post.

still...homesick-ing

i'm here again XD
cz really no mood to study.
i still miss my home alots ><
bt nw feel better abit d =)
thx to chat vf me,
i always feel comfort after chatting vf u,
though i still hv no study mood,haha XD
god,plz bless me 4 my test later ><
*mz bring spec go ^^

no mood !!!

i really hv no mood at all =(
i hate to come back here!!!
i hate it hate it hate it ><
i'm trying so hard to stop my tears fr coming out
when heard her voice,bt i failed TT
n nw...i dunno wat inside my heart,
so confusing,so complicated feeling.
i know there is something deep inside,
n i am trying hard to hide my feelings,
to keep myself controlled.
am i too easy to fall in love vf someone?
i shouldn't be like tat.
i hv put all my love on my lovely family ^^
so it shouldn't happened ><
bt somehow i cant deny what's deep inside my soul,
u pulling me back to ur side,
when i just start giving my heart towards another him.
enough,gan ee ling,plz stop thinking of this stuff!
n start study for ur test nw!!!
i miss my home~ TT

everyone is writting their blog jz 4 u,here is mine =)

gan jia chie
take care ar~
yesterday hv reunion dinner at ah gong house,
go go(hong shen ma ma) tell me u phoned back to ur mum n dad d
she told me the guys there so unfriendly
i thought ppl there all vry nice 1 =(
hw is ur life there?
everything ok?
hw was the place u stay?
meet ur frens alr?
jz hope tat u'll nt feel lonely there,
cz cv's heart is alwaz b vf u~
can u plz write stg in fb o msn o blog,
to jz simply tell us hw r u nw...
the day sending u in airport,
i thought i really can tahan my tears,
kai xin u la,really make me beh tahan d TT
saw ur tears oso come out,i more die =='
then saw ur mum's tears rolling inside her eyes,
swt la,my tears bla bla bla out d...
we keep finding u after u went inside check in there
trying hard to recognize ur rm99 edwin shoes
we cant find u,dunno where u go,make us super nervous...
n finally
pheww...we found u =)
let us know ur updates asap
we miss u sososo much~
so again,
take care,my dear...
u r flying without wings~
happy chinese new year n happy valentine day ^^

chocolate can cure?

no,i tried,it cant cure me TT
the only way is going back home
to find my mountain
the only mountain which will stay vf me alwaz...

cant wait to go back home

tomolo got test,really sien =(
thursday,cant u plz come faster?
i miss my home so much~
i cant finished the assignments n homeworkss,
need to bring it back home,
i noe it will spoil my cny mood,bt bo bian =='
need to prepare 4 mid-term test summore,
uni life really suck ><

wondering y will i feel so down these few days =S

i noe there is no sense to make myself like tis.

i need to pull my myself back to the ground b4 drop into the deep sea.

so,good luck 4 me n god,bless me plz ><

CNY coming,GJC flying~ XD

yoyoyo~cny coming lo,i'm so happy n excited XD

bought 11th ticket back to mentakab

12th will sent jc at airport

13th back home,14th go thailand~

very pack,bt...i like it,a ha a ha =D

cny coming,my shop super busy,

tat's y i need to keep on going back

to help my dad n mum

so panai rite? =)

(even nt cny u oso keep going back 1 la ==')

bo bian,too miss home alr ma~ ^^

again,i miss my home

i miss my mum,my dad,

my siss,my bro

mum's cook,kedai ubat termeloh

n my cute bzai =D

cv,i miss u all too~

i hv 2 cups of bird nest b4 come back here,haha

i'm lovin' it~ ^3^

n,tat day,a super rich woman came to my shop

she brought 2 tins of abalone

n 2 xtra large bottles of martell

ask us to help her pack in the hamper,

the abalone,wow,rm700++!!!

1st time i saw so expensive de abalone leh >O<

n the martell,almost rm500

omg,hw come she so rich???

plus bird nest,ginseng inside

each hamper cost almost rm2000,swt =='

the aunty really pretty,

my mum say she remain the same

everytime she saw her

nvr change...

she wont looks older even time pass,so good~

bt she mz make up once she step out fr her house

so free =='

n everyday oso wear like wanna go fashion show

really cant imagine hw huge is

her cupboard to keep her clothes =S

haiz,rich aunty is like tat 1 lo,

their time jz spent on facial,hair saloon,shopping

wat else?

doing housework?cooking?suan le ba...

they wont feel boring 1 o?

4 me,i prefer cooking,eat n sleep at home XD

bt the aunty really quite nice de =)

she paid 4 the actual amount

even my mum wanna gv discount 4 her. lolz

some semi-rich ppl who acting rich

alwaz ba ba bi bi 1

even 10cent oso hard to earn fr them =='

real rich person wont do tat 1 ok?

some rich ppl even good till donate money to the poor

without let ppl know it was donated by him

he donate for old folks house n the poor,

building school bt ask the person nt to put their name,omg~

he's really a good guy,o mi to fo,god bless him =)

k la

wanna sleep alr,continue next time XD

bzai =)


mum mum~

hamper

cny coming lo~~~

wanna sent hamper 4 ur mum o gf house?

plz kindly visit to kedai ubat termeloh XD

eu yan sang hamper,nice~

TIS!!!

is the RM700++ abalone!!! >O<

compare vf tis,the most expensive abalone in my shop,rm265,fr mexico...

n the normal 1,rm 75,tis 1 nice oso leh =)

my dad make it,nice~ ^^

- happy cny =)-

work work work =)

emm...tis post...i jz simply write write la XD

last last week,i working 4 international golf festival at klcc...

they say i'm so lucky,can work at counter 4 2 days out of 3 days XD

cz the job at counter far better than other jobs lol

i jz sit at counter there 4 a whole day (bt nt stand)

fb n msn using the laptop of indian guy who sit beside me

chating vf the whole row counter gals,haha~ XD

omg,jz 1 day,all of them alr noe hw 'tam jiak' m i =='

rm 100 per day 4 me to do such thing,really nt bad =)

bt,need to make up n wear skirt,shit la! ><

hm...the ticket 4 entrance really tipu ppl's money 1 lo...

rm 20 leh,swt,then change to rm 10,still very expensive ok?

cz, nothing inside pun~~~

bt all of them really...rich dao~~~ ><

uncle,can u plz gv some 4 me? XD

mercedes benz,camry,seiko,rado swt =='

all the golf equip. is expensive enough lol

n i found tat !!!

all the rich rich uncle n those mat salleh are super friendly n nice~ ^^

n richard is so nice ^3^

-happy working ^^-

我要回家~~~

我又开始想家了 =(

拜托...颜伊菱啊!!!你不是昨天才刚从家里回来喔?

可是...真的很想回家吗 TT

如果每一天都可以和家人一起过,那该多好啊~ >3<

世事难料叻...

每一天都可能变成留在这个世界上的最后一天

什么事都可能在无法预测之下发生

就在那一瞬间!

整个世界都变了...

变得如此的陌生

在这个世界活了二十一年 (终于肯认了啊? ==!)

我最珍惜的...

就是跟家人的感情 =D

就算全世界的人都把你放弃

对你始终不离不弃的,

就是我们的爸爸和妈妈...

我爱你们~ ^3^

唉~讲到都要哭了 =(

看到新闻,

因为地震而失去家人的海地灾民

他们...

有好多话还来不及说

好多事还来不及做

还来不及为心爱的人献上最后的拥抱

可是,

这一切都已经来不及了...

他们真的很可怜... T^T

就在那一瞬间,

一切都化成了灰

留下的遍地尸体

不完整的家

悲伤的脸孔

看了,心都不禁酸了起来...

所以啊,那些身在福中不知福的!

该好好反省一下

什么跟家人翻脸啦吵架啦打架的!

什么鬼喔!!! ><

是欠打还是欠揍?!

private n confidential XD

today got bloging mood,so tis is my 3rd blog 4 today =D

wanna go sleep after tis.

photo sharing section again,shhh~it's private n confidential,dun tell others...

we are 乖宝宝~ =)

one part of our happy moment,miss it alots XD

jc say he wont let us hv alcohol drink again =(

actually we didnt drunk lo,we jz keep laughing only ma =='

sien...laugh oso cant TT ba bi...

dunno y,1st time laugh till cry,bt tat feeling...NICE XD

jc,can we hv again?plz~~~ ><

then we go 游车河 at highway n go buy burger.

the burger seller sure think we sot 1 lo,cz we keep yelling there~ XD

suang~ \(>3<)/

CV rocks!!!

fr left:yt,ky,ys,kx,el,jc

pink color is mine XD

yam sheng~

nice =)

no blackhead mask =='

NO ppl start mabuk alr...

yeah~ (tis 1 nt ugly gua ==)

ys+kx =)

wat happen to ur finger XD (tis 1 nt ugly lo...)

no sexy liao =='

drunk~ (tis cant saw face de,no need delete gua)

ky =) (tis leng zai leh)

empty ^^

good,all finished =D

mabuk o sleeping o? == (need?)

tonight will be a good good night =)

hang gai gai lu~ XD (gjc,tis 1 need to remove ma????!!!)

no pro pic alr =='

yeah~CV rOCKS!

on the way to burger stall.

waiting 4 burger...

the seller sure think tat we at ppl fr tanjung rambutan =='

no fly no fly...

b4 and after,any difference???

ok la,i wan sleep alr

good night everyone~

i miss u my frens,i miss u my mum,my dad,my siss n bro,bzai =)

*still got any ccomplaint? ==*

happy birthday to eeteng =)

we hv 10 years age distance,she alwaz say me vry old ==

cant believe i'm 21 nw,omg omg~

i wonder wat can we chat,swt == bt we still got topic to chat. Lolz

happy birthday to u,

my little cute sister =)

we went for pizza together tat day =)

tat bread got so hard to cut meh? =='

hehe ^^

prawn,yummy~

yummy yummy =D

N i found tis,swt =='

facebook birthday wishes fr my eldest sister.

wat a realistic little gal,haha XD

I DUNWAN KISS,I WAN GIFT =)

Lolz

宝贝,生日快乐~ 快高长大 =)

kite~ =D

on the way going back to mentakab,there was alots of kites flying in the sky~

we go across the bridge to the big field,beside the lake...

1 more 1st time,1 more sweet memory vf u guys =)

kites~

our kite,we found it =)

repairing...

excited XD

teacher chang is teaching jc gan hw to fly it =)

yeah~i'm flying~~~vf stupid look XD

from tis pic,we can see jc's 翘臀 =D

fly liao fly liao~

the cute didi =)

many kitessssss~ =D

phoenix

mermaid

pretty beeshin =)

shin+ling+tyng =)

batman vs our 菜鸟 lolz

nice sunset =)

fly la fly la...

nobody wanna keep the kite,pity 菜鸟 =(

*eeteng say she wan leh,haha XD

u know wat?i ask her wanna play at where,she answer me,'outside our shop la',jalan mok hee kiang,swt =='

菜鸟回家咯~ =)

-home sweet home-

bt!!!i'm nw at college again,sien ar~ ><>